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Hi, I'm Megan. What's your name?

Anywho, nice to meet you. Again, I am Megan.

Have you ever wondered who we are, where we actually came from, what we are supposed to be and how did "I" came about?

I've begun to question my existence, and thus the random questions above. I am quite curious of the third question as well as the one after. I question who I am supposed to be. Now, I'm just a 15 year old teenager with nothing set in the future. The path ahead is blurry, I guess. As you can see, I am neither popular, nor good looking. I am what you call a stereotypical asian, except I'm lacking the brain part (I do not have exceptionally good grades). I don't know about you, but my thoughts get influnced by others. Especially inspirational and eccentric people. I am interested with people with unique thoughts, but I never do have thoughts like that. Sometimes, it just makes me think. Sometimes, I want to be like them and thus, I imitate how they act for a day, just for a taste of their way of life. But other times, I wonder. And then, I had an epiphany.

We are all shells.

We won't get noticed by many beings, but people will find us if they seek for us. That is, if they want to get to know us. It matters who finds you though. Some people may think you are not worth their time, some people may think you are the most wonderful thing on earth. Either way, you are going to get caught up in both the situations. In an ocassion where you get picked up by a lousy person, you start to think negatively about yourself. But as the person finds no meaning in you, they will let you go and that is when you begin your journey waiting for somebody who appreciates you for who you are. When the time comes, you are all that matters to the people who adore you. 

This leads to my real motive of today:

There are circa 7.042 billion people in the world as of now. You are one of the 7.042 billion people. There will be many who won't know you, but a vast circle may. There may be people who are particularly fond of you, but remember the number. Someday, somebody will make you feel even more important than what you think you are worth. Never stop waiting.